Ryan Kendall is broken. He understands pain. He knows the hand of violence and the ache of loss. He knows what it means to fail those who need you. Being broken doesn’t stop him wanting the one thing he can’t have; Finlay Tanner. Her smile is sweet and her future bright. She’s the girl he grew up with, the girl he loves, the girl he protects from the world, and from himself.
nineteen, Ryan leaves to join the Australian Army. After years of
training he becomes an elite SAS soldier and deploys to the Afghanistan
war. His patrol undertakes the most dangerous missions a soldier can
face. But no matter how far he runs, or how hard he fights, his need for
Finlay won’t let go.
Returning home after six years, one look is
all it takes to know he can’t live without her. But sometimes love
isn’t enough to heal what hurts. Sometimes people like him can’t be
fixed, and sometimes people like Finlay deserve more than what’s left.
is a story about war and the cost of sacrifice. Where bonds are formed,
and friendships found. Where those who are strong, fall hard. Where
love is let go, heartache is born, and heroes are made. Where one man
learns that the hardest fight of all, is the fight to save himself.
War has the potency to scar all of those involved, whether directly or indirectly: from the courageous soldiers who sacrifice their lives for peace and freedom, to their supportive families who bear the emotional toll of their absence while anxiously anticipating their return. An immediately engaging opening seamlessly blends in with the heart stopping epilogue to round out a well-structured storyline that keeps readers guessing at every turn. Wonderful to read a deep, intense and emotional novel by an Australian author.